godos (1)
kadangi daktarai liepė saugot akis, sielvartui numalšinti griebiausi poezijos, nes galvoj nieko daugiau nepasitaikė. taip gimė godos.
du tūkstančiai dvyliktų metų dvylikto mėnesio dvyliktą dieną
iš lovos ir vėl išlipau ne ta koja
kavos neišgėriau
(arbatos nemėgstu)
dainų apie meilę klausyt nenorėjau – jos šiurpina sielą
lyg Kranacho drobėj tapyti vaizdai
apie velnius ir pragaro sierą
aš retsykiais būnu jautrus, o kartais galbūt net naivokas
šiek tiek ciniškas ir vulgarus, o pavalgęs – tingus
galbūt tai dėl to hegzametru aš po šiai dienai rašyt neišmokau
vaikystė, lyg sprinteris made in Jamaica
arba diskas Aleknos, nuskriejo pro šalį
bandžiau pasivyt ją, bet šaukštai senokai po pietų
kažkas kitas nugvelbė mano medalį
(tai kas, kad ne aukso)
palikęs tik sūkurius dulkių ir savo varžovus ant ledo
kurie be pačiūžų tik virsta ant šono
ir nė metro pačiuožti negali
kadaise vaiku būt ir žaist su draugais aš nemėgau
(psichologė sakė, kad tai negerai)
prašiau, kad priimtų į darbą iškart, po lopšelio-darželio
net savo cv nunešęs buvau į mėsos kombinatą
bet šefo tą dieną nebuvo, o jo sekretorė – blondinė tikra
žadėjo jam perduoti mano raštelį, deja
matyt, kad pamiršo
tai per ją, nesulaukęs skambučio
pravėriau mokyklos duris, kurias uždariau tik praėjus vienuolikai metų*
paskui institutą baigiau, ir darbą padorų gavau, ir net komunalinį butą
penkiasdešimt penkių kablelis penkių kv. su balkonu į rytus
*anuomet vidurinėje būdavo vienuolika klasių, bet mes dėl to nebuvom kvailesni
bus daugiau. apsišarvuokite kantrybe. reikia prisiminti, kaip įvykiai klostėsi toliau
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